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x-trying to escape-x · 04-30-2010, 05:43 AM

exactly thts y i dont fully want 2 die it would cause mass suicide but without my gf id hav 0 reasons 2 keep going nd id just kill myself
without her i dnt wanna keep going in this world Dx

CRAZY4MUSICandPURPLE · 05-01-2010, 08:00 PM

ok can we stop talking about mass suicide?
funny how i'm listening to adam's song and its kinda about suicide

x-trying to escape-x · 05-03-2010, 05:40 AM

lol haha yah im tired of showing exactly how emo i can be anyways

Under The Ashes · 05-03-2010, 02:53 PM

I understand, we can.
So what is everyone's opinion on the likely becoming new name?

x-trying to escape-x · (This post was last modified: 05-04-2010 05:36 AM by x-trying to escape-x.)

its rlly emo,depressing,and kool XD and also tho it sux u lost tht girl theres always a chance u cood fall in love with the girl thts perfect for u.............u cnt giv up on love its wat this world is based on...................thts y i didnt giv up and finally found the girl of my dreams & now im dating her...........so dnt giv up..........

Under The Ashes · (This post was last modified: 05-04-2010 10:09 AM by Under The Ashes.)

Only problem with that speech is: she was perfect for me and I already fell in love with her, and she is the girl of my dreams.
It's too late now.

Thanks for the "compliment?"

x-trying to escape-x · 05-05-2010, 05:38 AM

we ll believe some1 is perfect for us when were younge but until we rlly mature we dnt ful understand who is truly perfect for us...........i found out when i realized i had 2 grow up & mature i realized only when she told me & many others had told me as well tht me % her were perfect for each other.............&n also if u 2 were rlly perfect for each other then ud b bakk 2gether quickly if not u woodnt hav brken up or u wood eventually get bakk 2gether when the pain is gone & also srry if i didnt word the compliment correctly XD itsa kool name i just dnt like it .-. i wrote alot XD

Under The Ashes · 05-05-2010, 07:58 AM

Okay well this is crap, I almost had my whole post done and then all the sudden my page blinked and everything was gone, so here we go again the best I can remember...

There were many reasons why she broke up with me.
First of all I went to jail for the first time in my whole life for getting hit by this girl for no reason in a sensitive place so I hit her back. Ever since my fiance has been acting differently up until she broke up with me in the most painful way ever, even though she should understand that I would never hurt her no matter she did to me, but I guess she could never understand that no matter who explained that to her, including people who knew her and not me.
Another reason is because I was having a huge rush and was freaking out badly one day since she was treating me like I was diseased just because I was at one of my friend's house who she hates, so I went over to where she was anyways even though she said never mind to me coming over to spend time with her, so when I got there I was yelling at her without even noticing it, then this kid randomly threw a hard ball at my face so I flipped out for three seconds and threatened him but as soon as I did I appaulogized and told them that I didn't mean to do that but even though I let her know that it was an accident because I was just freaking out and going through a rush she still took the offense. Seriously though, who wouldn't trip balls for a moment in a situation like that?
Another reason is because she came over one day to so we could spend time together then right when she arrived my mom made her fold my laundry for me so I told her that she didn't have to do it and that it was a waste of time because I was going to wear them anyways, so after she broke up with me she told me, "I want my house to look nice," and I explained to her that I do too and the reason I said that is because I knew that by the time she got done folding them she would have to leave, in which case I was right since she didn't have very long to be over.
Another reason is because she told me a few months ago that smoking weed kills your brain cells and the last few weeks that we were together she was doing it daily and every time I say her doing it or getting ready to do it I would get scared and ask her why she was doing it and telling her not too, so she told me that she didn't like me being so protective of her even though it was her who told me that doing so kills brain cells and I didn't want to lose my angel so of course I was scared for her, and I didn't want to be left alone again.
There were so many reasons as to why she broke up with me but I had a very strong explanation for all of them, but I guess she just didn't want to listen.

x-trying to escape-x · 05-07-2010, 05:52 AM

then shes a bitch man if she wont hear u out then fukk her find some1 who rlly wants 2 b with u forevr if she wanted 2 b with u firevr she woodv herd u out the very least & took in2 consideration i mean sereusly wat kinda bitch wont hear the person she wants 2 b with forevr, out i woodv herd my gf out if i found any reason 2 leave her.........

Under The Ashes · 05-07-2010, 06:51 AM

I would too.

Alimabbits33 · 05-10-2010, 07:54 AM

ummm i'd like to hear some of your music...

x-trying to escape-x · 05-11-2010, 05:49 AM

(05-07-2010 06:51 AM)Under The Ashes Wrote: I would too.

exactly why she shoodv herd u out..........
ugh i FHML
god damn my ex

X_EtFObsessed_X · (This post was last modified: 05-12-2010 12:16 PM by X_EtFObsessed_X.)

(05-11-2010 05:49 AM)x-trying to escape-x Wrote:
(05-07-2010 06:51 AM)Under The Ashes Wrote: I would too.

exactly why she shoodv herd u out..........
ugh i FHML
god damn my ex

Things could be worse. To be honest, life throws so much at us but, at the end of the day, the taller we stand, the stronger we are.
Just take stuff on the chin; people who insult you/do shit to you, they mean nothing. You can always count on your friends and family to be there for you.
(Y)

Under The Ashes · 05-12-2010, 02:16 PM

(05-10-2010 07:54 AM)Alimabbits33 Wrote:
ummm i'd like to hear some of your music...

I'm too busy with school right now to update on the music right now, but I'm down to 3 1/2 weeks left of school once that's over I'll start getting everyone updated on the music.
I'm sure like everyone is thinking, "This is never going to happen," and that's why school sucks and I'm glad it's almost over, plus I need money for a new electric amp for my mic to get started. If someone could send me some money or a working amp they don't use anymore that'd be amazing.

x-trying to escape-x · 05-13-2010, 05:45 AM

(05-12-2010 12:16 PM)X_EtFObsessed_X Wrote:
(05-11-2010 05:49 AM)x-trying to escape-x Wrote:
(05-07-2010 06:51 AM)Under The Ashes Wrote: I would too.

exactly why she shoodv herd u out..........
ugh i FHML
god damn my ex

Things could be worse. To be honest, life throws so much at us but, at the end of the day, the taller we stand, the stronger we are.
Just take stuff on the chin; people who insult you/do shit to you, they mean nothing. You can always count on your friends and family to be there for you.
(Y)

hmf
my dad says shit like tht alot
i nvr take shit from ppl so they understand not 2 fukk w/ me & tht means im left alont which is a good thing iv always counted on my frends now its my turn 2 fix my own problems which is what i plan 2 do.........
(why what? O.O)